1. |
rope brn
02:10
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its closing up
your throat
its getting warmer
and you hate everything about you
oooohhhh
and hes sleeping on the floor again
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2. |
chronically online at 8
02:05
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vultures they circle above
waiting patiently
keep it close dont cry
keep it deep inside
not quite ready for the world
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3. |
vice waltz
01:53
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you build the frame
it topples down
i know that face
your constant scowl
you squash the fruits
alleviate
your eyes grow dark
i fear you may
take pride in it
take pride in lies
a slippery slope
it does reside
take pride in it
greed in your eyes
you just consume
your ruined, despised
you only fall
so far, so deep
i try i try
to reach to meet
your arms again
your arms i swim
bask in the heat
what love was it
your love was dead
your love is false
you worship it
oh false idol
youd die for it
that false idol
youll die for it
your false idol
youd die for it
that false idol
youll die for it
your false idol
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4. |
px px px px
02:44
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you
you dont try
and you
cry as you might
you fight
your mind
give light
to the
to the
you take the pills nothing changes
you take the pills nothing changes
you take the pills nothing changes
you take the pills nothing changes
everyone says that its dangerous
i just want out of this stasis
i just want out of this stasis
give in
let thoughts take hold
lose hope
your getting cold
no time to grow old
thoughts turn into mold
its a tombstone theyll hold
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5. |
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somethings different and
somethings off kilter
you dont look at me the same anymore
you wont pass a chance to say my name
behind closed doors
and it gets worse at night
crumble amidst a crowd
it wont leave me
you dont look at me the same anymore
you wont pass a chance to say my name
behind closed doors
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6. |
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what the fuck is wrong with me x99999
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7. |
drown
05:21
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not so clever a disguise
i can see it in your eyes
sunken, colorless, and despised
dont burden me with your tainted mind
did you forget to eat again
stomac stabbing, feeble hands
ugly bedhead, pale skin
unforgiven, bask in sin
and my rooms a mess i know
but i try my best no flow
and i wake up oh so late
i know that im a disgrace
not so clever a disguise
i can see it in your eyes
socialization treads unease
and trepidation teathers me
isolation will ensue
and i beg for it not to
they said that im doing fine
they said that it just takes time
and my wounds wont heal i know
but i try my best for show
i dont want to wake up
i dont want to wake up
i dont want to wake up
i dont want to wake up
i dont want to wake up
i dont want to
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8. |
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swallow the dose
hold it close
lights from a distance
and you dont wanna die
and you cant even cry
and you wont even try
and you wont be remembered
and you will never be remembered
lost to an endless sea
i try to be
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9. |
its an ok start
02:00
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you say i dont deserve this
you say im better off
cut me up like curtains
whatve i got now to lose
your vile like a serpent
and all i ask of you is
keep out of my business
i crumble at the sight of you
and im
losing sight
and im
living strife
and i
want my life
and im
seeking light
blood covers the surface
smear it on the floor and
you said i dont deserve this
you said im better off
im fucking transluscent
i can fly through walls and
i didnt deserve this
but now im better off
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10. |
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your so alone
your so alone
and you just want to hold
your so alone
your so alone
and you just want to be held
your so alone
your so alone
and its so cold at night
your so alone
your so alone
and its so cold at night
your so alone
you just want to be held
head up in the clouds
daydreamer
cant sleep till you drown
and oooh
and oooh
shut your mouth
shes not real
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